Jeffrey & Genevieve

2006-07-24T13:00:00.000+08:00

This is the last of all...Thank You...Good Bye.........

2006-07-24T12:40:00.000+08:00

a full length of photos...I call them memories...

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2006-07-24T10:37:00.000+08:00

Many things have happened...

-Got to know her at Hisatomo thru Wenwen
-Talked on the phone
-Tattoo luring
-Got together
-9th day pressie
-1st visit to mum's house
-1st view of the new house
-moved in
-1st stay over
-met her friends
-met her friend's current bf now a bro to me
-Good Friday clubbing
-1st seperation when i went to Thailand for training
-Her 21st birthday @ Pasir Ris Chalet
-Betrayal of trust
-given her another chance
-frequent quarrels
-Studying together at Macdonalds
-O Levels and Uni Exams
-My Birthday Celebration at ECP
-Bought Magic Home
-Huijun's Birthday Celebration @ NSRCC
-CNY Reunion dinner at her house
-1st Year anniversary
-Taiwan Training
-She found out i was flirting around
-Thailand training
-frequent quarrels again
-Found out she was doing things behind my back again on the day i touched down from Thailand training
-tears and begging for forgiveness
-reluctantly patched things up
-Things did not improve
-Total loss of hope in this relationship
-Her birthday @ PartyWorld after a very bad dinner at Taste of Thailand
-Affected my work and her internship too
-requested for a breakup yet again
-stayed intimate even after 3 weeks of the breakup
-Things started to turn ugly
-Her threats of Jumping off in front of my house
-Slaps that left my face scarred
-endless begging
-Her chopper Threat
-HJ, HJ's mum and Irene came to drag her to HJ's house
-She asked for another 1 more week to try things out
-I refused
-at night her parent came and persuaded her to give up
-I left
-sms of hatred sent to me
-Asked HJ how is her injury
-she felt sorry for what she did
-Final end.

I would like to say a Thank you to you for the past 1 year plus...there were ups and downs...but i know this 1 year wasnt wasted...it was fruitful and happy...things din have to turn out this way...but since it happened...theres nothing we can do...let just put it behind us and hope we both have a happy life in future...

You are very lucky to have a whole bunch of family and friends to stand by you...So treasure them...trust me...they are your treasure...not me...not anyone else...whatever things i used to scold you about...please continue to remember them and dun commit the same mistakes again...its for your own good...I wont dare to say im good...but at least i know by scolding your previous mistakes...im helping you to improve yourself to be a better person for your next one...or even your future husband...

I dun blame you for anything...when a relationship turns sour...its always 2 sided...its never yours or my side...i dun blame you for being so harsh and stuff cos i know you feel very unfair why everything is only me...i did not spare a thought for you...well...i guess the only time i did spare a thought for you...is when i insisted staying as friends...cos i know only this way will you feel better and away from any torment...

I wish you all the best in your future relationship and Im sure you will have a very happy life down the road...

Lastly...i would like to thank the rest of the friends for being understanding and not judging...you guys take care and well wishes...

Regards
Jeffrey

Hate accusation

2006-07-14T16:45:00.000+08:00

There's one thing which I hate the most-Being wrongly accused of . Really hate it when people started accusing me, especially for something which I never did. I will readily admit it if I have done it. But for goddess sake, please dun be so shallow and start jumping into accusation without first getting the facts right. Generalization wont do any good.So next time kindly please get the facts right before making any accusation.

2006-07-10T04:05:00.000+08:00

Met him up today

Everything went on fine
No awkwardness
A simple and pleasant day

Being the passive me
It took me a lot of courage to call him
And asked him out
I braced through it

Once again,

I bite my lips and plucked up my courage

To let him know I feel

He confessed his feelings too

Afraid

that's what he is feeling

Afraid of getting hurt again

He told a story regarding 3 different personalities

He belongs to personality 2

While me

I guess I'm somehow in between personality 2 and 3

One side of me is afraid of the hurt too

While the other side of me is afraid

But still willing to take the risk

Guess I'm much more brave than him

Maybe because I know how I feel

And what I want

Dun want to regret it

Hopefully he will find that courage once again

The courage to whisper

Dear,I Love You

2006-07-09T00:35:00.000+08:00

Was reading a friend's blog.Like me, she is having relationship problem.But her situation is worst than mine. Hers somehow involved a third party and the third party turned out to be one of her close friend.Disgusting!!! At least mine ended on a happy note. Did it? Admired how strong she was.Not shedding a single tear at all. How I wished I was like her. Thought I had gotten over it. But NO, I didnt. Found myself shedding tears for him over the past few days. Havent been crying ever since I left his house last week. Maybe its becoz of the disturbance that I wished he is here to share it with me and to stand up for me. Nevertheless, I have to admit that I do miss him and Magic.

Will never forget those words he said to me before we parted and will never forget those tears we both shed for this relationship.

I dun know what lies ahead of us. Dun know what we will become in the near future.Dun wish to think about it.Let nature takes its course.If we are fated to be together,we eventually will.I will just follow my heart like what I did in the beginning. No matter what happens, I know I wont regret it.

Miss You, Magic

2006-07-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

It was pouring early this morning.

Woke up to close the windows.
Suddenly images of Magic flashed in my mind.
Is the windows near his cage closed?
Is he feeling cold and scared now?
Thats when i realised i miss him.

Last Entry???

2006-06-29T21:29:00.000+08:00

This might be the last entry of this blog.The verdict will be out tml. It has been a period of hell for the both of us for the past few days.Things have turned out badly.My days of happiness has come to an end. It wasnt easy for me.The tot of someone whom i loved so deeply might be leaving me.It hurts. Really. It wasnt easy on his side oso. He has to face the stress both from work and the relationship. If only i know how stressful he was at work, i wouldnt have stressed him.I know that his career means a lot to him.But i really do hope that he will choose both.(His career and me). I can take a step back and let him concentrate on his career and be supportive of him like in the past. I want him to excel well too.

Hopefully we will be able to talk calmly tml and the both of us can figure out the conclusion together.

**********

Darling,

I really miss you and magic alot.I wanted to msg and call you to check out how you guys are doing.But i'm afraid. I'm afraid you might find me a nuisance and not keeping my promise of leaving you alone for 3 days. It really hurts to see the whole relationship on the rocks and coming to an end. You were truly the most amazing boyfriend i ever had. Even though i might annoyed you most of the times, you still loved and pampered mi with gifts even if you felt obliged to do it. I still remembered what you told April "Even though i annoyed you most of the time, you still love mi with all your heart" It really warmed and touched my heart.There were times where i really felt very alone in this relationship, but it was only when u left for Thailand that i gradually began to realized how much i loved you.Even though i hurt you again and again, you are still the one i loved most.Even though your feelings might have faded, i sincerely do hope that theres a chance for us to find back your faded feelings.

The past 1 year plus has been filled with fond memories. From the excitement of viewing junwei's house to having an additional member in the family, Magic. This little dog has indeed brought joy and laughter to our lives.

Darling no matter what the outcome is like, i will accept it. But i want you to know that i will never stop loving you. You will always have a special place in my heart. Thanks for the love, care and concern which you showered mi for the past 1 yr plus. I really do appreciated.

Love ya

dEARDEAR

Dog forum gathering

2006-05-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates.Have been busy with work.Work at the Town Council is so so so boring.Theres no job scope for us to follow on everyday.We have no idea whats the plan of the day.The day is always spent reading, playing puzzles and games in the office.It is only until recently that we decided to explore the estate and do some inspection on our own. But I'm thankful that I have a wonderful manager who is willingly to teach and share with me his experiences at work, always bringing me to sites and meetings which is an eye opener for me. Oh yar, and not forgetting the bunch of officers from my team too. The people there are nice and fun but the job there is kinda boring.Definitely not my cup of tea.

Had a gathering with the people from the dog forum on saturday at darling's place.Its the first time we have hosted such a big party. There were around 11 people and 10 dogs in the house. It can be quite a mess and noisy with 10 dogs around the house. The moment they stepped into the house, they started to mark their terriorty. Leaving us clearing up their mess.Christmas was here too. This female golden retriever can really bark man.There was this point of time where she seems to being having some barking competiton with the jack russell.The both of them were barking non stop.But she was sexually harass by Magic and Junior, a jack russell.Poor dog. The day ended after a game of mahjiong.The both of us were exhausted by the end of the day that we fell asleep the moment we hit the pillows.

Mambo night

2006-05-06T01:23:00.000+08:00

I'm falling in love with Mambo!!!

Went to Zouk for their mambo night with the gals and guys (Timonthy and Mingsheng) on Wednesday.It was great.Had lots of fun.It seems like everyone decided to have their post exam party at Zouk that night. Bumped into lots of familiar faces from ex schoolmates to current coursemates.

Was rather amazed at how clubbing can bring people closer.People whom u hardly spoke to despite knowing each other's presence for 3 years started to acknowledge each other and even managed some short conservations.Thats the situation between me and the coursemates whom I bumped to that night.So irony right.But nevertheless, I'm glad that we made that first move.hmm..seems like my network in SDE is expanding..=)

Had mahjiong with the gals last night. I'm the overall big winner.But i didnt have the chance to collect the money (coz no real money was involved only chips) and the worst thing was I was even stop from "hu". I managed a "zi mo" but Irene stopped me from "hu'.She did the same thing to hj too. Leaving us yan zhen zhen kan ta hu.So bossy right.Haiz.We were zi high as usual last night.Laughing our way thru the mahjiong game and poor magic couldnt sleep in peace.

8 more days to go.I'm missing you.

2006-05-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! Exams are finally over.Today marks the last day of my exams. Finally the long awaiting 3months holidays are here. This sem has been the most hectic and stressful one. Lots and lots of projects and presentations. Glad that all these are over.hmm..think more stress will be waiting ahead of me when the new term start again.Will be starting on my Thesis..Haiz..That will be another 3 more months to go..Let me enjoy my holidays first...Troubles aside.

Went and collect our Valuation Report after the exams..Guess wat..We got an A-. The first project which I had gotten A- for. Not bad for a 3000 module right..;p. All thanks to Uma who helped to structure our project and guided us. Thanks gal..U deserve the A-. Oh yar, the lecturer also commented that we had a very nice site plan. (Btw i did the site plan..;p). Sorry guys,I know i sound very yaya..but i cant help feeling happy about it. You see for someone like me who doesnt has fanastic grades , seeing an A- is so rare.So pardon me and let me brag about it for awhile can??? Sorry for having to endure these guys.

Okie enough of my bragging...Just Gotten the letter for my internship.Will be going to Tampiness Town council for my internship which will be starting next week.2 months of my holdiays will be burnt but luckily they were kind enough to let us have a one month break before sch starts again. Was disappointed when i knew the outcome of my internship. Was hoping that i will be able to do my internship at some marketing firms but the competition for it was too strong and I was given my second choice.Nm i shall make the best out of it. Was excited about the internship but the allowance part keep me demoralised. Was informed that i will be only getting a miserable monthly allowance of $500..how am i going to survive with the $500 per month especially with the upcoming GSS...haiz why cant they just raise the allowance to maybe $800 per month? at least we still can survive..haiz

Had planned a strings of activites with gals for the holidays.Clubbing, shopping and potluck. The first on the list is Mambo..Will be heading down to Zouk tml.We had been hooked to Mambo ever since the last time we went.It will be the first gal night for us tml with Darling in Thailand and Stephen on call.Mambo here we come.

A special note for you

2006-05-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

A note specially delicated to my precious darling,

Today marks the day of your promotion

The day which you are being promoted to First Sergeant

I'm so proud of you

More work and stress will be waiting ahead for you

But I will always be there

To give you the moral support you need

To provide you my shoulder to rest on when you are tired

The career path of yours is still long ahead

Hope that you will continue to work hard

Love You

2006-04-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

Happy 13th Month,Darling!!!

Angel & Devil

2006-04-05T03:17:00.000+08:00

Magic did something sweet today that really warmed my heart. =)

I knocked my chin against his cage fence while trying to get some newspaper for his potty tray.I started to complain to Magic which was besides me all the while that I hurt my chin during the course of getting newspaper for his potty tray. I was rubbing my chin and "complaining" to him at the same time. As if he understood what i was trying to say, he sticked out his tongue and started to lick my chin. It seemed as if he was trying to ease my pain and sayang me. hmm Not too sure whether he really understood wat exactly was going on, but his small action did touched my heart. However, this little angel can be a devil at times.

He was transformed into his devil state this afternoon when he decided to pee and shit in his cage while i was taking my showering. He knew jolly well that he is supposed to all his stuffs in the toilet. But he decided to be a devil today and went against the rule by doing it in his cage. He was sitting outside the bathroom waiting for me to finish my shower pretending that nothing happened. The moment he saw that I have noticed that he had actually pee and shit in his cage, he fled and went to hide under the sofa like wat he usually does when we scolded him for doing something wrong. Maybe he thought that he would be spared from the scoldings if he hide himself under the sofa. But he was WRONG!!! He wasnt spared from the scoldings.

Indeed he can bring joy to our lives when he decides to be an angel but when he decides to be a devil, it really can be frustrating.

2006-04-03T01:49:00.000+08:00

It has been a busy week. The week started off with development presentation first thing on Monday morning. The whole of Monday was spent in school discussing projects after projects and mind you its my free day!!! See myself rushing from one project discussion to another.Have been doing this quite frequently. The day ended with my phone announcing dead!!!

The rest of the week was spent on having more presentations and project discussions. The development lecturer has announced that he will be extending the project dateline from friday to 17th April. Haiz..not too sure whether should i be happy or sad. Extension of dateline means there will be more project on hand and less time for revision. Exams is in 3 weeks time and i barely start my revision.

Why must there be so many presentations and reports to do? Why must there be 2 parts to every report? Why must there be presentations for every single tutorial and modules??Out of the 6 sems in Nus, this sem is the busiest. Never see myself being so tied up in projects and presentations...=(

Finally took a breather on Sat. Went to Roberston Walk for soccer match with Stephen,hj and Irene. It feels nice to chili out with your closed friends especially on a saturday night...=)

If only you are in town to bring me out to de-stress. Nevermind, i shall endure for another 12 more days. 12 more days and you will be back.

Darling, dun forget you promised that you will bring me to Sushi Teh for dinner when you come back...Looking forward to that..=)

2006-03-25T01:59:00.000+08:00

Its 2am now and i'm writing this entry from The pacific coffee outlet at Changi Airport T2.Guess you people must be wondering why on the earth am i at the airport at such a weird timing.Well, i'm here to send both darling and his er jie off for their trips. Darling will be leaving for Taiwan at 7am while his sis has already left for Japan an hour ago. Thats the reason why I am here at the Airport at the wee of the morning.

Dinner was with both darling's sisters, brother-in-law,his er jie' s boss and not forgetting baby Donald at some eating house located at East Coast Road.The food there was quite nice. Ordered the black pepper crabs and some chinese herb wine crabs.The crabs were huge and meaty. Its the first time I ate the chines herb wine crabs, the taste of it was quite nice.It tasted like some steam crab cooked together with the chinese herb soup.

It was the first time i'm meeting both his sisters.Was feeling nervous.But luckily they were friendly which made me feel at ease.Its the first time i met baby Donald too. He is so cute and intelligent.

His emotions were clearly shown on his face. He will laugh happily when he is happy. Whine loudly when he wants attention. I was drawn by his clearly expressed emotions that I found myself looking at him the whole night.

Met his er jie's boss too. Hes a friendly and humourous guy. He is one of the few Japanese that I have met that spoke such fluent English. I remembered that i was having a hard time communicating with the Japanese during my exchange programme in Japan. As i do not speak Japan and they speak little English, we had a hard time understanding each other. Thus i was impressed by how fluent English his English was.

Think I better stop here andkeep darling company. We have only 2 hours left with each other before he has to report at 4.30am.

Vdae

2006-02-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

Vdae is here and its the first vdae we are celebrating it.Nothing grand and posh for today but just a simple meal and gift shopping. But it was enough to keep me happy and excited the whole day.=) hmm maybe becoz i'm celebrating it with the right person..;p

Darling took half day off and we headed down to Funan to get our presents. Darling got me a 4GB IPod Nano as a vdae present. I was even given a stalk of soft toy flower by the shop in conjunction with Vdae. How sweet of them to come up with such an idea. We went and hunted around for darling's present, PS2, after mine. But we couldnt find the one we wanted in Funan. I could feel the sense of disappointment in darling when we couldnt it ins Funan.One of the shop assistant told us that we could try our luck at Sim Lim Square. We decided to head down to Sim Lim Square after our dinner. Had a simple dinner at Pastamina. Went over to Sim Lim Square after dinner and we finally managed to get the PS2 which we wanted. We headed straight home once after we are done with the gift shopping as darling couldnt wait to get his hands on it. Thats our Vdae...=)

Happy Vdae Darling!!!

Hope you like your present and thanks for the Ipod Nano...Muackz

A great Weekend

2006-02-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

Weekend was fun!!! Went to Chinablack on Friday.Republic Poly was having their bash there that night.It was their first bash ever and our dear friend, Justin was one of the organizer!!The event that night was a success.Its been such a long time since I saw such a big crowd in Chinablack. Even the crowd on Christmas eve wasnt that big.Was initially quite worried that the event will be a flip flop as I didnt get any positive response when people heard that the bash will be held at Chinablack.But luckily the crowd that night proved me wrong!Good job Justin.Thanks to Justin, we got ourselves seats in the VIP area.As usual the guys drinking manners were crazy.Jugs after jugs and bottles after bottles.Get to know a new friend,Jamie.Thanks gal for keeping me company that night.You were such a great company!

Went to Jumbo at East Coast Park on sat for dinner. It was a treat from Stephen. He wanted to thank us for keeping him company for the past few months. Dinner was great. Had cereal prawns, crabs and our favorite kang kong. The prawns were huge and the crabs were fantastic. Yummy!! Had a surprise from Irene. She had actually bought roses for mi and huijun as vdae gift. Was actually very surprised by her actions. Didnt expect her to get us anything.It was so sweet of her. =) Thanks gal for the roses...=)

Expo was having a dog show on Sunday. Went down there together with Alvin and his sc and also Mingsheng and Christmas. The dog show wasnt as huge and grand as the last dog show. It was much smaller and there was basically nothing but just a few stalls selling doggie stuffs. It was the first time we brought Magic out to such an event. It was an eye opener for him. This time round he and Christmas werent as aggressive as the first time they met. They were still playful though but were much gentle. Think they recongised each other.Saw Magic's dad. Hes such a handsome dog. And an obedient dog too.Unlike Magic.so naughty and playful. He was here to take part in some events.Will post the pics once Huijun upload the photos.

Brought the dogs to pet movers to play. They have a little "playground" and "swimming pool" there. Brought magic for a swim in the pool and he managed to overcome the obstacles course in the playground by himself after a few attempts. Magic was so exhausted that by the end of the day he fallen alsept on Mingsheng's car while on our way back home, with Christmas still wide awake. Theres how tired our dear Magic was...=)

Lunar New Year

2006-02-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

Its such a pity that lunar new year has ended.Its one of my fav seasons besides Christmas.Had always enjoyed it.This yr's new year has been kinda different from previous years. Had more house visitings, gambling and luo hei.Also,there was new addition to the extended family too, 1 niece and nephew each and also not forgetting my cousin in law Vincent. Heres are the updates of our Lunar New Year.

New Year's Eve

Had only 3 hours of sleep that day.Played overnight mahjiong at Darling's place .Rushed home in the morning to help mummy prepared our family reunion dinner but only to find that she was still alseep. That gives me some time to catch a nap.

Woke up and helped out in the preparation of the reunion dinner.Had our reunion dinner in the afternoon.Thats our family tradition. Our own mini reunion dinner in the afternoon followed by another round in the evening at our paternal grandparents house.This yr's reunion dinner was very different from previous years as we have darling over to join us. Mummy has invited him over. Went over to my paternal grandparents house for reunion dinner in the evening. Everything is the same.Had the same dishes we usually have,just that grandpa is not with us this year.

Went to Chinatown around 10 plus.Its the first time that I have been to Chinatown on a new year's eve. The ambience there was good. You can really feel the atomsphere of Chinese New Year . There was really lots of things to shop for and they were really cheap.Earrings were selling $1-$2 per pair and the goodies were selling from $1 onwards.

It was quite crowded by the time we reached but we still managed to shop around without any hazzle. It started to get really crowded by the time we finished our supper at around 12 plus. We were stuck at the human traffic for nearly an hour before we managed to get to Lucky Chinatown to meet up with Dawei.

Bumped into Jasmine. Her aunt had a stall at Chinatown and every year the whole batch of her relatives will come down and helped out in the stall.Went home at around 2 plus as we were all tired and the human traffic has put us off that we decided against continue shopping.

Chinese New Year

Went to my paternal grandparents house in the morning.This yr new year is definitely different from the previous years.Angbaos giving cant be seen in my paternal grandparents house during this new yr due to the death of my grandfather.

According to the tradition,we arent supposed to celebrate chinese new year during the first year of his death. This means that my uncles and aunties including my parents cant give angbaos to anyone who come to our house and we cant go house visiting too. So this yr everyone just sit around and talked about the usual stuffs..hows sch,work,bf,gf..etc. and mi and my cousins carried on with our yearly activities...gambling...hehe.

Didnt get to see Johnny as well, my fav cousin.If i remember correctly he should be six this yr. Hes sick on that day..Running a fever..Poor boy..Hasnt seen him for quite sometime..kinda miss him.Went to the temple in Chinatown before heading to my maternal grandparents house in the afternoon.Saw my cute little nephew.Hes just a month old. Has a pair of very big and beautiful eyes. Was amazed at how fast my cousin slimed down after her pregrancy.She was back to her normal size within a month.Thats fast. Wished that I could be like her after my pregrancy.

Darling went in to Pontian with his da jie in the morning. He finally saw Donald,his beloved nephew and he was so excited about it that he kept telling mi about him when we met.

Went to MOS with Jasmine,adam,sandy,wayne and karin.Was quite surprised when we didnt see any queue by the time we reached.Had expected to see a long queue but instead there was only a queue at the VIP and Guest list section while the normal queue was empty. It was indeed huge inside with different arenas. Went to the R n B arena. The DJ and the music were good but our fun was spolit by 2 crazy gals where one of them had poured the red wine on people when they accidentally knocked against their table while dancing. In the course of her action, Wayne's shirt kena the red wine too. Wayne was very unhappy about it.We decided to go head down to the pub in the clark quay area. Stayed there until 2 plus and we decided to head home when Jasmine started feeling unwell.

CHU ER- CHU SHI WU

When housing visiting during this period of time.Went to huijun's hse on chu er.Had stemboat together with her family.The 12 of us squeezed together in a table which is meant only for 8 people.We dun mind the squeezness as its a rare ocassion where all of us can haf dinner together. Mahjiong was on after the dinner. I won the first round of mahjiong despite being the only one not dress in red.All the other players (darling,stephen and irene) were all dressed in red.hmm this means wearing red doesnt work all the times..;p

Went to Allan and JJ's house on chu san.Mi and darling made a winning at the blackjack and mahjiong table respectively.Both of us were feeling paiseh as we did won quite alot from them.Decided to treat them drinks when they had rejected our offer to treat them dinner.We also went to Kevin and Auntie Ivy's house during the chinese new year period. Its nice to catch up with auntie ivy they all. Chinese New Year always act as our yearly gathering.

Hopefully this tradition of ours doesnt stop here.

Family Outing

2006-02-06T00:32:00.000+08:00

Had a mini family outing this evening...We went and watch I'm not stupid too and have dinner together. Its been a long time since we have such outing together and the feeling is good. Am glad to see that darling is able to click well with my parents and that we are all able to go out together as a family. hmm think maybe we should have this kind of outing more often. Its heartwarming and at the same time my parents dun have to complain that I'm spending less time with them.

Finally understand why Chris watched I'm not stupid too twice and cried both times. The movie is so touching and heartwarming that I couldnt help but teared at certain scenes. Its really a very nice movie which reflects the communication problem between the kid and the parents. All these problems are what some of us would encountered in real life too. Like the movie, sometimes I do communciate with my parents through notes and phone calls because we dun see each other on the daily basis due to our hectic schedules. Its either sometimes they would be alseep by the time i reached home or the other way round or they would have left for work by the time i woke up espeically with my mum working full time now. we have lesser face to face communication as compared to last time round. hmm perhaps thats the problem most family faced today.

Saw something interesting and heartwarming from the movie. I personally quite like it.Find it very creative and at the same heartwarming. I'm ending the entry by sharing it with you people .

FAMILY= Father And Mother I Love You

Isnt it heartwarming??

2006-01-24T18:28:00.000+08:00

Magic is teething!!!He dropped his first baby tooth on Friday.Hes 4 months old now and according to the book, he is equivalent to a 5-7 years old human being.hmm..thats the time when we start teething as well..seeing him teething reminds me of the time when I'm teething as a kid..It brought back memories of visiting the dentist in Pri school . Remember how me and my classmates used to be very excited whenever we see someone walking into the classroom with the red clipboard,indictating that its time to visit the dentist. We would always prayed hard that our names would be called as it means that we can skip the boring lesson and visit the dentist. Its not that we loved visiting the dentist its just that the thought of skipping lesson sounds good .Its so amazing that dogs actually behave like human.From having carsick to teething..Never thought that their behaviour is so much similar to ours until we have Magic with us.

Magic's "Girlfriend" , Christamas finally came over for a visit last friday and its also the first time i have seen her ever since Duncan bought her. Shes an one year old golden retriever and she is twice the size of Magic...Shes quite aggressive in nature and like wat Duncan said...She loves to bark..but shes still a nice and friendly dog..Thats the nature of golden retriever..Friendly!!!The two of them were playing quite aggressively and we had no choice but to seperate them apart..Poor magic was wet from Christmas's slivia by the time we seperated them. Its the first time that Magic has friend over and no doubt he was excited abt it that he attempted to run out of the house when Christmas was approaching. It was fun having two dogs in the house and I cant imagine how Magic will be like when he is as old as Christmas.

2006-01-17T00:01:00.001+08:00

some random photos i took of Magic...enjoy... =)

2006-01-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the second time I saw Magic cried...The first time was during the first few days after we brought him home and left him to sleep on his own..he cried when we off the lights and preparing to go to bed...tears swelled up around his eyes...He cried again yesterday...He had gotten on darling's nerves...Darling was trying to help him applied lotion on his affected area when he tried to wriggle his way out...After repeated commands of stay failed to keep him in place, darling ranged into anger...He was scolding Magic for being so stubborn and naughty and theres when tears began to swell up in Magic's eyes..Darling was scolding him in such a harsh tone that I didnt even dare to interfere...all i could do was to look at him with sympathy...hopefully he will understand that we are doing all these for his own good.

Went for our shopping trip yesterday...shopped around orchard...but we didnt get much stuffs...just a levis top for darling ,a pair of ripcurl slippers for myself and a shirt for daddy as well......we also came back with 3 bags of groceries which wasnt part of our original plan...Chinese New Year is approaching fast and i havent get my clothings yet!!! haiz...

2006-01-04T00:16:00.000+08:00

am utterly disappointed today...

was actually looking forward to having Magic in my house for the next couple of days but in the end Magic only spent a night in my house..all thanks to my mum...

was utterly disappointed...i was so enthusiast about having Magic in my house..but my enthusiasm was greeted with disappointment when my parents didnt approved it initially..it took me some time to persuade my dad to allow Magic to stay with us for couple of days and he finally did approve it..but it was my mum who made things worst..daddy didnt utter anything since then but my mum keep nagging and nagging the whole day long..cant stand her nagging..worst of all was her attitude..

i was utterly disappointed with her..it sometimes came to a point that i dun know how to please her anymore...watever things i do be it right or wrong she will nag..sometimes i do envy friends who have mums who treat them like friends..ok i must admit sometimes my attitude towards her is bad..but i do really wish that she will cut down on her nagging and things will work out...its her nagging thats causing all the troubles...Yes i know that she means well..but sometimes too much nagging will have negative outcome..lets pray that things will be better...

anyway darling, thanks for being such a nice and understanding boyfriend..having to put up with my mum's nagging and attitude despite having a hard day at work and sorry for all the mess that i've created...

okie enough of my grumbling...its the year 2006 and its time to conclude the year of 2005 and welcome 2006 with some new year's resolution...okie okie i know i am slow in doing this since its already the 3rd day of the new year...but hey its better late den nothing...

Had a wonderful time in the year of 2005..attended countless of 21st birthday celebrations this year..it was the most number of birthday celebrations i have attended in a year...had my 21st birthday chalet at downtown east and darling's had his 22nd birthday celebration at ECP as well..

2005 can be considered as a year for joyous occasions..beside the countless birthday celebrations we had attended, we also witnessed the marriage of 4 newly wedded couples..on top of these, we also welcome a new member to our family..Magic, our beloved 3 months old golden retriever...he has brought so much fun and joy to our lives...even though he drove us crazy at times...

The greatest moments of 2005 started during Feb...met a really sweet and nice guy during this period of time...was attracted by his sense of humor...nv did i expect that a nick in msn will change my life and had this sweet nice gentleman entered in my life..thanks to wen who arranged a dinner for us without my knowledge of going for a match making session...i was kept in the dark about their evil plans...hahaha..but nevertheless i must thank her for introducing such a wonderful guy to me and i nv regret going for the unknown match making session.. =) had spent a wonderful 10 months with this sweet nice gentleman..we had shared all the happiness, joys and sorrows ...hopefully 2006 will be a more fulfilling year with you..

was also utterly happy to see that Girlie got attached...nothing is more happier than seeing your best friend got attached...was happy to see her so blissedfully in love...a note to our dear stephen...take good care of her and dun u ever dare bully her...

Well 2005 has come to an end and its time to look ahead...

2006 resolution

1.Get my driving license lastest by Feb this yr

2. Be a better gf/daughter/friend

3. Be more punctual

4. Get better grades

5. Go for holidays...Bangkok/Hk/Taiwan/Malaysia

6. Be more financial independent

7. Start a saving plan

hmm...so far i can only think of these..hopefully i am able to achieve all of these...Happy New Year to all...

Festive Season in the Air

2005-12-30T19:31:00.000+08:00

Its been more than 2 weeks since i last blogged...was busy with our Magic...he's recovered now...except for the fungul infection...the Vet said its gonna take awhile longer...mind's finally at ease...well...we left him at home on Chhristmas eve...cant possibly bring him out to Chinablack right...hehe...went to YiYang's weddiing reception in front of the Raffles Statue...nice ambience...nice people...but wrong date i guess...well..who am i to say which date they should get married huh? anyway...wanna wish them a happy marriage...saw the bride for the 1st time...so did not really talk to her...hmmm...come to think of it..this is the 3rd wedding i've attended for the past 2 months...is it me getting older or they're just into the cert?? well...its a good thing nontheless...all marriages should be happy!!

After that..went to Chinablack to celebrate our Xmas night...initially wanted to go MOS...but heck...the queue is like damn fucking long lor...how do u expect people to enjoy when they are outside standing in line like a bunch of idiots...we decided to change the plan to Devils...at least i have the member there...dun need to queue that long...hell...one of our fren was underaged...cant go in...sianz...have to settle for Chinablack...the guys are a bunch of crazy freaks...open 1 bottle of Chivas...gone in 5 mins...siao...people go there to enjoy...they go there to see empty liqour bottles...like that they happy...duh...well...not to mention they had Lamborghini...Graveyard...i think they go there is to try to make themselves drunk then people can send them home...hee...crazy people...well...we went to Geylang to have our supper...wanted Frag's Legs..closing liao...cant have any...sians...in the end we went to Yong He...Oyster Mee Sua...You Tiao and Dao Huey Chui...after that went home...Poor Magic was at home all alone during Xmas...but we did make it up to him...On Xmas Day...we accompanied him all the way...

26th Dec we brought Magic to see the Vet for his 2nd Vaccination...finally can have his shot...then we brought him to HuiJun's Birthday Chalet...After the whole thing...i guess he must have dread going to Chalets again...cant have any peace...middle of the night will wake him up and make him play with us...balloons everywhere (He's very afraid of Balloons...) din get to feed him on time...make him climb up and down the stairs for the 1st time of his doggy life...having encounter with a hideous stray cat which hissed at him when he got near it...poor thing...well...as for us...its BBQ...Mahjong sessions...Drinking (Not much though)... Cake Cutting...K Sessions...and laughing here and there...Oh...Happy Birthday Once Again HuiJun!!! poor Beng have to go to work on the 2nd day...then have to come back to the chalet...she must be damn tired lor...Love Ya Dear...

Reached home on the 28th...rested the whole day...and poor Beng have to go work again...straight after we reached home...while i stayed at home sleeping...yesterday was the 2nd session of Magic's Obedience Training...well...it was supposed to be 1 1/2 hour...that guy came for like 20 mins...and he's gone...what the heck...should i commplain?? But complain about what?? he did teach me how to train Magic...sigh...dunno lah...anyway...below are some of the pics I took of Magic...and a few is when i dozed off and Beng took some candid shot of us...

Welcoming A New Member Home After Clubbing

2005-12-13T18:26:00.000+08:00

Went back home to collect my letters and photographs on Friday...then mummy was talking to me for about an hour with beng standing outside the lift area to wait for me...sorry dear for making you wait for 1 hour...looks like my mum and I are getting better...but the thought of going back to stay with her sent a shiver down my spine...better not...i rather stay this way...on talking terms...but not as near to each other...thus avoided unneccessary arguements...not bad not bad...but what followed is making me quite frustrated...mummy called up and asked me how to copy a DVD using the house computer...i told her that com can only write CD...cant write DVD...if wnat can convert into VCD Format then burn into CD...but she dunno how to do...*hinting me to help her out* I told her i wont be free to help her to copy DVD cos im busy...in the end...she asked "Your gf leh?? can she help??" Oh please!! Only when you asking a favor then will you mention her...if not?? thinking she is just some other bitch/slut im with...SUX!! well...din wanna make things look ugly...i asked Beng if she's okie with it...then in the end asked her to call mummy...agreed to meet up with beng before she go to work...asking a favor...and turned out my gf have to go meet her at her side to collect the DVD early in the morning 7.30am!! after receiving the DVD...Beng came to my house while i was away working...put all her stuff then took a nap then got ready for work...at work...mummy called up a few times to "enquire" about her DVD...come on...she think other people no need to work?? we agreed to help liao...then let us have the freedom to plan our stuff...she made it like the copying is so urgent...in the end...it turn out that we can return her the DVD on SUNDAY!!! Then why the RUSH!?!?!? Luckily i dun stay there anymore...im happy staying on my own and she's happy too...good thing for both of us...when she mentioned that "Now you know coming back home is better than staying outside on your own right??" I just nod my head...but i know myself...i rather stay on my own than staying with her and quarrel everyday...She's just so fake...why?? i dun wanna mention it...but after all...she's still my mum...I hope she lives to a ripe old age ad have a good life...I thank her for making me who i am now...but no thanks...

well...thats side issue...Saturday whole day driving around Singapore...with my man...Alvin Ang...thanks bro for sparing me the day for me...we went to Fur kids at upper thomson to get all the dog stuff...thought since our frend works there...might be cheaper...but...imagine...1 piece of fence cost me $12 and i bought 4...$48...but the next day...we went to Pet Movers the SAME fene cost only $9!!! Freaking 9 BUCKS!!! bought another 2 pieces at PM...sian 1/2...im never gonna go back to FK to buy anything anymore...grrr...

after buying everything..we went to Ray's Pet Haven to take a look at the dog i reserved (Now that he's in my house...Magic!!) i was soooooooooooooooooooooooooo tempted to cash and carry it home man!! but i thought of the people who's gonna join me on Sunday for the dog buying trip...i won the temptation...but i paid for the Magic in advance...then come collect him the following day...

went to Junwei's chalet after my haircut at Supercuts by Sam...saw Summer again...she does look older with her permed hair...well...the chalet was not bad...oh...by the way...HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN WEI!! (Beng's Sec School Frend) Hope you like the perfume Beng & Jun bought for you!! sorry we had to leave before the cake cutting... =)

Rushed home to change and get ready for MOMO...hurhurhur...it was only okie nia...the crowd...the songs...the drinks...all so so only...and i was molested!! by this GUY standing beside me on the left...i dunno he dun have the sense of touch or what...theres always a part of his body that comes into contact with me...*Yucks* its irritating!! and his dancing SUX!!!! VERY VERY SUX!!! hahaha!! he was like swaying his butt (ugly looking butt) side to side...looking as if he's very sexy...and it looks so gay!!! *Argh* saw Ivy...she was the door bitch...or whatever you all call that...ya...getting prettier...got her number before we went off...went to Geylang to have supper...Shiok!! long time never eat Frag Leg Porridge liao...gooood...you all should go try it out someday too!! its at Geylang Lorong 9...for spicy eaters...eat the Gong Bao Frog Leg...for non-spicy eaters...eat the ginger & Spring Onion Frag Leg...if not...eat the Kosong one...it taste just as good!!! then after that went home...

Sunday is the big day!! woke up at around 9.30 am got ready fast...went to fetch Irene at 10 am...she wasnt feeling well...feeling giddy...I hope she's well by now...then went to fetch Alvin (Thanks bro for sacrificing your sleep and time for me again!!) then headed to Jln Kayu for Prata Breakfast with Ming Sheng...Thanks Ming Sheng for cancelling your Tennis for us...Thanks Irene for joining us despite feeling unwell!! You guys rawks!!! okok...back to topic...after breakfast...we headed to Pasir Ris...went to Pet Mover's first and got all the rest of the stuff before going to RPH to collect my Magic!! stayed there for awhile and went off...sent Alvin to Suntec before heading home...just when we're about to reach home...Magic did the Merlion stunt...hahaha!! Poor Irene have to be the unlucky reservoir to hold all the vomit on her Berms...hahahah!!!

whole day was hectic with the new member in the house man!! lots of running around...lots of wiping...worst thing at the end of the day is....he painted his new bedding with his...his..."mud"....he was having diarrhea...brown patches everywhere...got paw prints somemore...sians!! but i expected it beforehand...so i kept calm and just laughed it off and brought that filthy little being for a bath...poor beng had to clean up the mess...Thank You Dear for being such a...a...Dear...heehee...dun worry...ill love you even with this new member in our house...

Monday brought Magic to AMK Clinic...he was due for his 2nd vaccination...but he din managed to have his jab...cos HE'S SICK!!!!! cough...sneeze...diarrhea...stomach bloating...fungul infection...poor Magic...and he has very weak hind legs when we bought him...you see..he was returned to Raymond (RPH's owner) by the previous owner...reason i dunno...and they underfed him!! thats why he's so skinny!! with weak hind legs!! poor Magic...I will have to feed him more so he will grow strong!! in fact he's smart!! he learnt his name in less than 3 hours of him reaching home...and 'Sit' command in a day!! the only problem im facing now is the potty training part...but i wont give up...im sure he'll learn it in no time!!

oh....and i haven do my New Year Resolution yet...

*Still scribbling in notebook*

Photos Of Magic

2005-12-13T17:10:00.000+08:00

Here are some of the photos I took of Magic!!

2005-12-05T01:21:00.000+08:00

Tired...Sweaty...Cramps...A sense of achievement...all these are the words that can be used to describe those people who took part in the marathon this morning...went to support Bolly togther with darling and Kumar at the marathon this morning...cant imagine myself running the full marathon...think i will take one whole day to complete it...dun understand y people would actually pay money to run and torture themselves...maybe like wat darling say..its the love for running that made them signed up for such event..anyway we were there early in the morning..kumar prepared lots of stuffs for Bolly...theres red bull, plain water, tonic drinks, power gel and even bananas...oh yar...we even made a "banner" for Bolly...hahaha.went n had lunch together after which we parted our ways..initially we wanted to go to pasir ris to look at dogs n meet up with Justin, but both mi and darling were too tired that we decided to go home and rest instead..Oh yar, Kumar made a pact with darling to join the marathon next year..so Kumar u better start training now...dun worry i will be there to support you together with the golden retriever..hehehe

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Went clubbing with Justin and his friends at Chinablack last friday...was supposed to go to Momo with the gals that night but in the end most of them couldnt make it so we somehow cancelled it..was abit disappointed..thought that the 8 of us could go Momo together to celebrate the end of our exams ...think Wati was the most disappointed since she was the one orgainising it and the response was poor..but Wati never mind..we can all go together another time when everyone is free..we still have plenty of chances..In the end, we decided to join Justin and his friends at Chinablack and Wati went along with us...It happened that NTU Biz fac was having some bash there too...went in at ard 10pm and the place was quite empty but luckily the crowd began to show up slowly..enjoyed ourselves that night with all the dancing, drinking and playing of 5-10...the jugs that night were super cheap with each jug costing only $10 during the bash and the liquor wasnt diluted at all..think we were all crazy that night...can u belived that the whole group of us finshed up 5 jugs within less than 5 mins...think tats was crazy...Wati must be very happy that night cause she kept making mi lose during 5-10 and i ended up drinking most of the jug...okie i must admit my 5-10 is lousy and i need to brush up on that...but luckily darling helped mi revenge when it was his turn to play with Wati...hehehe...Left the place around 3 place...the 3 of us were hungry and tired and we decided to buy some food and ate it in the cab while on our way home. Wati, next time we shall play 5-10 again and i will make sure you will drink most of the jug...hahaha. Meanwhile i shall go and practice my 5-10 and get ready for the battle..

Heres a very interesting video on the lastest craze Chicken little...chanced upon it while i was browsing Ivy's blog...hope you people enjoy it...

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/numa.php

2005-12-02T01:42:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!!its finally over...the long awaited day has finally come..today marks the end of my exams..finally i can say byebye to those draggy readings and notes and most importantly to mac...have been mugging till late at mac with Kumar , Wati and darling during this period..now i can finally say goodbye to them and welcome my holidays...a series of events has been lined up during this holidays...this means lots of fun ahead...=)

Heres the events:

1. 2nd Dec- Momo night

2. 10th Dec- Jiunwei's chalet N Zouk out

3. 11th Dec- Golden Retriever Day

4. 24th Dec- Yiyang's solmemnization

5. 25th Dec- Xmas

6. 26th Dec- Kumar's chalet

7. 30th/31st Dec- Duncan's chalet

Oh yar...wanna thank this naughty precious of mine for coming to pick mi up after my exams despite having a tiring day at work..thanks darling.Went to clementi hawker to have our dinner n darling got so pissed off when one indian guy tried to occupy the seats which we have been waiting for some time..he went and told the guy off..luckily the guy still has some curtsey and let us have the seats..but anway it is the right thing he should do since we came first.Anyway would like to thank Wen N Kel for their steamboat dinner on Tues...it was a fabulous dinner...theres lots of food...theres crabmeat, fish,fishballs, mushrooms..etc..we even had some chives and voka after the dinner..all thanks to Wati...N our dear Wati turned red all over including her kneecaps after all those drinkings...hmm should keep an eye on her tml night..so that she wont drink so much and turn into a pink dolphin again...;p cya gals tml at momo..Nitez..

2005-12-01T13:45:00.000+08:00

The day is getting nearer and nearer now...one more week before we welcome home a new member of our family; a golden retriever...a pure pedigreed golden...I simply cant wait for that day to come...its been like 2 months since i decided on getting a golden...since then...i've been reading up alot...and i do mean ALOT...on dogs, puppies, grooming, obedience training, character,behaviour, compatibility, different breeds, nutrition, health...anything about dogs...I've read like at least 10-15 books on dogs and at least 5 of them are about golden retrievers...
people are suspecting that i might be having those "3 minutes heat" kinda thing...but NO!!! IM NOT!!!
sigh...why cant they just give me that support and confidence?!?!? I know it involves another living thing...a being with everything we have...(not that they can talk though..they bark...)
Come on...im not a 3 year old kid trying who wants everything cute and sweet and fun to play with and when that something gets ugly...gets too big...not fun to play with anymore and worse...i get tired of it...i just get new ones...duh...im 22 this year...i know what i want and i've made ample considerations and did the weighing of the pros and cons before i REALLY decide on getting a canine...although my knowledge of all breeds of dogs are not very good...im still an ammature...give me sometime...and ill promise you i will be a walking encyclopedia on dogs...not that i wanna boast or something...does anyone has a passion for something and wont try to get to know all the knowledge of that something??

Come to think of it...after all that reading and stuff...i realised something...that taking care of a dog is almost similar to taking care of a baby...a human baby...all the socialising the baby to alot of other people...potty train the baby...educating the baby...feeding him...bathing him...giving him lots and lots of love, care and concern...making him happy by being a clown...sometimes letting him learn the hard way...tons and tons of similarities...so if there are couples that cant have kids...go get a dog...

today is beng's last paper...its ending at 7 pm...and im going to NUS to go fetch her...sometimes i just dun understand...why they have to make the exam timing so late...cant they like...make the exams timing 8 in the morning and get it over and done with!! so people can go celebrate earlier!! not wait till in the evening...making everything so inconvenient...and i hate this kind of timing...i hate evenings...not sunny...but not dark...halfway hanging...its makiing everyone feel gloomy...can we cut the 7 o' clock time away?? so after 6 is 8...8 at least is dark...and we know its night...

tomorrow we're going momo...hopefully we're gonna get in early and not having to wait for like 3 hours outside...i think momo should have some entertainment outside their club for those queueing up...its like damn boring lor...the last time we went momo and waited for 3 hours...it sucks...bad bad bad...should at least provide bikini-clad girls walking around asking for orders and we can at least have our drinks outside and not die of thirst waiting in the queue...think marketing....

Next week is zoukout on sat...looking forward to it though...wonder how many asses can i grab when we get there...stephen...wanna race?? the most asses grabs competition...hurhurhur...mind you!! we're not some lao tiko k!! in fact i worry stephen and i might both get molested when we're there...what to do...who ask us to be the 2 most eligible men in town...sigh...its quite a tiring name to hold onto...hang in there bro...we'll pull it through...just hang in there...

in the midst of my typing...suddenly i have this 3SG sitting beside me surfing the net also...and he smells!!! ARGH!!! I dun even dare to use my mouth to breathe in...scared that ill swallow all the smell and germs and bacterias he's spreading from his body...worse of all...he is balding from the middle!! (Di Zhong Hai...) keke...i think he's like my age only lor...but he looks like lao ah pek with his balding head...muahahaha...im using my nose to breathe in all the air...which is cold...cos im in an air-con room...and its making my head ache abit...stupid smelly balding 3SG who should be around my age but looks like chao ah pek...we should ban all smelly people from air-con room...make them do hundreds of push ups and sit ups then go bathe...then come back into the air-con room...stupid people...

anyway...year 2006 is coming...im gonna have myself a new year's resolution...that is my 1st new year resolution though - To get a New Year Resolution...it will be up soon...

*scribbles in my notebook*

Eventful Sat..

2005-11-29T01:25:00.000+08:00

Went to the dog show at Taka last sat...was quite disappointed..thought it would be somehow smiliar to the dog show at the expo..but rather it was more of a exhibition on teaching you the importance of sterilising your pets and taking care of them.Not many people brought their dogs along..The hightlight of the exhibition was the dog obedience demonstration...was rather amazed at how obedient and intelligent a dog can be..the dogs listen to every instructions which the owner command it to do and carried it out beautifully...hmm maybe we shall enroll our dog for obedience training too...Joined darling's colleagues for dinner at Queensway...loved the steam fish...the fish was so tender...the guys wanted to go ktv after dinner but we decided to give it a miss so that I can go back and mug with Wati...3 more days to go and I'm done with exams..Meanwhile I shall look forward to tml steamboat dinner at darling's house and Momo on Friday...=)

Birthday Update!!

2005-11-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

Have a "makeover" for our blog..its the lastest craze in town...CHICKEN LITTLE!!! Darling chose the blogskin and did the template for our blog..finally everything is done after a few days of hardwork by darling...i shall start of with darling's 22nd birthday celebration as the first entry for the new blogskin..i know that the celebration was held 3 weeks ago and i'm slow in updating you guys.. sorry to keep u all waiting...was busy with the preparation of the upcoming exams...have been busy mugging the whole of this month...from suntec starbucks,mac to sunplaza mac and finally the school libray and woodlands library...all these mugging will only come to the end at the end of this month...cant wait for december...cant wait for the golden retriever day to come too!! okie okie think i shall stop rattling on and get down with the serious stuffs.

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Darling had his 22nd birthday celebration held at east coast park on the 2nd Nov'05, a day before his birthday..it was his first time hosting such a celebration..even though it rained that evening during the bbq, we enjoyed ourselves while bbqing in the rain...like wat the others had said...it was actually quite fun bbqing under the rain with the umbrellas over our heads..a different kind of experience i should say..nevertheless guess the guests did enjoyed themselves especially my bunch of jc friends who seems to be in such a high mood that day...hmm come to think of it..they always zi high wan..;p would like to take this opportunity to thank those that have turned up for the celebration despite the rain and not forgetting their gifts..=)

1. SOCE Click and their parterns including Shirley

2. 3 SIB Click

3. Boys Town Click

4. Zouk Click

5. My Jc Classmates

6. Clifton

7. Choon Leng & Nan Sze

8. Roy and his partner

9. Jasmine and Adam

10. Sandy

11. Jeremy

Also would like to thank the following people for helping us out in the preparation of the event.

1. Allan ~For being our driver of the day

2. 3 SIB Click ~ Setting up of the bbq pit & preparation of the food

3. Huijun & Stephen~ For collecting the cake & helping out with the food

4. Irene ~ For coming down early & helping out with the preparation of the food

5. Choon Leng & Nan Sze~ For coming down early despite Nan Sze being 8 months pregnant

6. Khew & Huiying ~ For their portable CD player

7. Dawei ~ For sending us home

8. Justin, Jeremy & Dawei~ For taking care of darling when hes drunk.

Hmm...Guess you people must be curious about the gifts darling received..Heres the list of stuffs he received.

1. Ang Bao

2. A box of several minature bottles of perfume

3. 3 bottles of Hugo Boss perfume

4. A book on Golden Retriever

5. Windchime

6. A choker

7. 3 Bottles of Red Wine

8. 2 lighters

9. A cigarette box

10. A sexy butt mug

11. A packet of condom and lubricating gel

The strawberry cake~ Speically requested by our dear Bdae Boi!!

The Bdae Boi & His Strawberry Cake....

Boys Town Click...

AES Click....

Jasmine & Adam.....

Zouk Click...

My JC Click....

Jeremy.....

SOCE Click...

3 SIB Click....

Sandy & Jasmine...

The Bdae Boi & His gal....

Soo Sweet...=)

2005-11-09T01:53:00.000+08:00

I'm on cloud nine now...couldnt help smiling to myself ever since we ended our phone conversation 2 hrs ago..those words which you said to me keep ringing in my head..its really so sweet of you to purposely set an alarm at 12am so that you can wake up and wish me Happy 8th month anniversary on the dot when you have actually went off to bed before that..You wouldnt believed how happy I was. I was actually smiling happily to myself upon hearing those words..Yes i was!!! its even sweeter when u decided to let me be the Queen of the day on this special day of ours..=) Dun worry darling, i wun exploit this special grant and torture you on this day..;p Even though on the surface this precious of mine may seem naughty, cheeky and always bullying me...But theres always a sweet side of him that i cant help but fall in love with...What happened 2 hrs ago was a good example of one of his act of sweetness..another example was when he secretly sang the elmo song, our so called song, and recorded it into his hp and played for me while trying to coax me to sleep..thats so sweet of him ...=) Darling..I Love you... love you, love you,love you...Happy 8th month anniversary...muackz..A special msg for a special guy like you on this special day of ours..=)

I'LL NEVER LOVE ANYONE THE WAY I LOVE YOU

I'm loving you, I have experienced

The happiness, the hurt

The feeling forever

The need to be with you and love you

It's all here inside of me

It's you I always think about

It's you I always miss

And it will always be you

Because you are the one I love

To me love means forever

No one will ever take your place

Or know me as you do

You always know what I'm thinking

And what I'm feeling deep down

I'll never love anyone

The way I love you.

Wish List

2005-10-26T15:46:00.000+08:00

2 Nov is just round the corner...my precious will be having his 22nd birthday celebration on this day at East Coast Park,pit 28 & 29...do remember to turn up on this day...decided to help him create a wish list so as to prevent people the hassle of cracking their brains in deciding what to buy for him...

Heres the list:

1. Toyota VIOS

2.Golden Retriver

3.Nokia N70

4.Digital Camera

5.Perfume

6.Oakley Sunglass

7.Levis Jeans

8.Braces

9.Roller Blade

10. Fridge

hmm know that this wish list wont be of much help as the things he wants are too expensive for one to afford...anyway the bottom line:

Get him something practical which can be used.

Hes a practical guy who likes practical stuffs..=)

Most importantly is ur presence on that day...present is secondary.

Wedding bells

2005-10-26T13:27:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates...have been bz with projects..Finally all the projects are cleared..Its time for fun!!! Lots of fun ahead...=)

Wedding bells could be heard in the month of October..hmm think this month is an auspicious month for wedding..maybe it is..its the ninth month in the Lunar calender..the number nine in chinese means chang chang jiu jiu...you people should know what it means hor...=) have attended not 1 but 3 weddings in this month alone..love attending wedding...love the ambience of the wedding, the feeling of love is in the air...love the way the look of the bride in her gown,so beautiful ..love the way bride and groom smiled at each other, so heartwarming..hmm think i should stop here, if not i can keep on rattling non stop...hehe. We would like to take this opportunity to congratulate the 3 pairs of newly wed couple and wish them a blissful marriage:

8th Oct 2005~Choon Leng & Nan Tze~

Cheers!!!
~~~MUACKZ~~~

9th Oct 2005~Kevin & Gina~

So Loving...
A kiss for you..

19 Oct 2005~Vincent & Clarisa~

So sweet...

"I may not be able to make you the most fortunate woman in the world but i will make you the most happiest woman in the world."

This quotation came from my cousin-in-law. He said this to my cousin during the wedding reception..was touched by what he said..this quotation is so heartwarming..somehow it inspired me to say something to my precious..

The road ahead of us is long

It may not be smooth sailing

We bound to meet ups and downs during this journey of ours

No one can predict the future

I may not be a good soul mate

May not be able to make you the most fortunate guy

But I will make the days and moments we shared a happy one

Making this chapter of ours the most happiest and memorable one in your life

To make you the most happiest guy during our journey

I love you

What are WE made up of...

2005-10-15T20:58:00.000+08:00

How to make a Geneffrey

Ingredients:

1 part mercy

1 part crazyiness

1 part lust

Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Personality cocktail
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What is She made up of...

2005-10-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

How to make a Genevieve

Ingredients:

5 parts friendliness

3 parts silliness

1 part energy

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness

Personality cocktail
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What am I made up of...

2005-10-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

How to make a Jeffrey

Ingredients:

5 parts intelligence

1 part silliness

5 parts leadership

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little caring if desired!

Personality cocktail
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Photos For all to see and a reminder for all...

2005-10-15T09:48:00.000+08:00

Hey people...I have a few sites where i hosted all the photos on...

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Alternatively...there are links at the sidebar...just click and your there...

More will be coming up...

btw...for those invited guests for my birthday BBQ...please sms me to let me know of your attendence or absence by this coming week...so i can start preparation...

***Note: Actual Birthday is on the 3rd Of November (Thursday) (Hari Raya)
BBQ Starts on the 2nd Of November from 1600hrs onwards.
All are welcome to stay overnight there...
I will try to get as many tents as possible pitched up there.
There will be tons of beers there. Tons of hunks and tons of babes.

Actually...to be frank...this year is the 1st year in my whole entire life im organising such a thing...so you better come!!!!!!!

Regards
Jeffrey

An act of bravey

2005-10-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

This entry is specially delicated to my darling.Would like to comment him on his bravey this afternoon..This darling of mine went and helped to put out a fire which broke out from one of the unit of his block while waiting for the fire bridge to come..The fire was big..one could see the smoke coming out from the burning house from a distance. We were on our way to fishing when the fire broke out. Upon seeing the fire, darling went and helped to put out the fire without much consideration. Darling got himself some cuts while helping out. But to him all these are nothing as compared to the damage the fire has done to the house. A round of applause for my darling...I'm so proud of you,darlinf...muackz..=)

So much Fun!!!

2005-09-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

Had a busy week last week especially over the weekends from clubbing to suntanning and finally fishing.Went clubbing in Momo with the gals(Irene,Girlie N Xiting) together with Stephen and Darling on Thursday..It was the first time there for all of us and all of us were quite excited about it..However, the waiting time somehow dampen our morals..can you believe that we actually queued 3 hours to get in? It was the longest time that we've waited to get into a club..Finally got in at 2am..but luckily the place didnt turn out to be that bad and we did enjoyed ourselves ..if not....Stephen, you will get it from me..hahaha..Clubbed only until around 3.30am when the whole thing ended..How irony...our waiting time was actually doubled of our clubbing time..But nevertheless we did enjoyed ourseleves on that night.Had so much fun while on our way back home,making a mess and din in Stephen's car.Luckily he didnt throw us out of his car..keke

*****

Went sentosa with Girlie and Stephen on Saturday..was an hr late..sorry Stephen to keep you waiting..its been a long time since I went suntanning ..the weather was great..played vball and went for a dip in the sea with darling..the water was cool despite the hot weather..it was such a pity that Girlie couldnt join us for a dip..it was fun..saw a dog swimming in the sea.It was the first time I saw a dog swimming..called me mountain tortoise but I had nv see a dog swims before.. heard from the owner that it loves to swim and is actually a great swimmer...me and darling played with the dog in the sea...had so much fun with it..oh by the way it is called Mocha.By the end of the day, it was only mi and darling who got burnt..Girlie and Stephen were prefectly fine..so unfair. Went to catch Shen hua in PS with darling and his man..hmm felt that the movie wasnt really that great...was abit disappointed.Had expected Jackie Chan's movie to be a great whooha..but it didnt turn out to be that way. Ended the day with some drinks at the pool palour.

Group Photo @ Sentosa

Out In the sea!!!

Mocha

*****

Had our first taste of fishing on Sunday.Went fishing at the canal in front of darling's house. This time round we finally managed to catch some fish after some failed attempts earlier on. We have came to conclude that there are more fish in the day than the night and have decided to fish in the day from now on. We were quite excited about our returns. hmm...think we were not the only ones who were excited about it..The 2 fish at home should be quite excited too cause this would mean that they will have food to eat. Poor darling was burnt again after our fishing activity. But it doesnt matter cause the 2 of us prefer his new tan look..=)

Mid Autumn Festival

2005-09-19T01:32:00.000+08:00

Just came back from the mini mid autumn celebration with darling, Irene, Girlie and Stephen...We bought candles, laterns and the musical sparkling firesticks and played at the mini park which is just behind darling's block..We were just like a bunch of kids..Arranging the candles and lighting them up one by one...Playing with the firesticks and throwing them into the canal..Lighting up the laterns and rolled them one by one into the canal coz they kept burning when being lighted up.

*****

Was feeling grumpy during the early part of the week..hmm dun noe whats wrong with me...keep having some negative thoughts when things are perfectly fine in the first place..maybe it was due to PMS or maybe like what darling said, I think too much..But nevertheless, I'm back to my normal self and I'm gald that those negative thoughts are gone..Thanks darling for tolerating with my mood swings , enlighten me about the problems and giving me those assurance despite your hectic workload.I really appreciate it...=) Had a sort of gal's night out on Friday with Irene and Girlie...Went drinking at darling's place while he had his guy's night out with Dawei...Enjoyed myself that night...Its great to have this kind of night once a while..=)

Awesome Week

2005-09-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

Had a great week last week especially over the weekends..=) Darling went for wisdom tooth operation last Thursday..Waited for nearly 1.5hrs outside the operation room before darling came out. The moment he stepped out, he started to describe the whole process of his operation to me excitedly with the gauze still inside inside his mouth..His wound was bleeding the whole day despite changing his gauze a couple of times.Darling couldnt eat any solid food for a day and could only used the left side of his mouth to eat since it was his right side that had the operation. Went to the compex fair with darling and Justin on Saturday before going over to Irene's chalet. The place was damn crowded. The 3 of us went rollerblading and cycling the moment we reached the chalet. Went to the beach with darling when the celebration was over. Only the 2 of us and a few of Irene's friend were staying over for the night. Had some small talks with Darling at the beach and was touched by some of the stuffs darling said..Always enjoyed having such small talk with him..it let me know whats on his mind...theres always some kind of warmth in it..We did something crazy while on the beach.We went for a dip in the sea in the middle of the night...hahaha..it was fun..spent the night with Irene and her friends and darling inside the tent.Slept for an hour before waking up to watch the sunrise...even though we didnt really manage to watch the sunrise, but the feeling of having to watch it together with ur loved ones was great..=)

A journey

2005-09-06T02:04:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since I (we) last blogged...hmm...to be exact it has been 4 months since our last entry...lots of things have happened during these 4 months...we have gone thru some ups and downs during this period of time.But glad to say we have managed to overcome the downs together and are surviving well right now..=)

*****

Darling went for a 2 week overseas training course in Thailand during the 2nd and 3rd week of June. This is the first time we have been apart from each other for so long. Its a test for us. The first test for us. Well, I must say that we passed this test pretty well..=) Sent darling off at the airport and the test is on....Darling called me the moment he reached Thailand aiport..the flight was only about 2 to 3 hours...for the next 2 weeks, we have been communicating thru SMS, msn,mms and the numerous short phone conversations we had ...missed him terribly during the 2 weeks especially during the first few days...but soon things began to settle down and day by day i'm counting down to the day when darling will be back. Training overseas can be tough.During the first few days of training, darling was caught in middle between his superiors and subordinates, thus putting some pressure on him.But as time goes by,his effort and hard work were paid off.He finally had the support from his superiors and subordinates...Darling, i'm so proud of you...=) Soon the 2 weeks of training came to the end.Darling went for site visiting before returning to Singapore...He bought a lot of food stuffs...He bought 3 sets in total.1 for us, 1 for my family and 1 for Girlie n Stephen.Darling already bought a hello kitty night gown for mi, a set of pyjmas and a customized polo tee each for the 2 Of us even before the site visiting. The polo tee has the massage "Go Away!! I'm attached!!" at the back of it and the front of the polo tee has our names on it...Darling came up with this design himself,creative right? Went and picked darling him at the airport..cant wait to see him..Soon its half past 3 in the morning.Finally saw darling at the gateway.This darling of mine didnt take his own sweet time this time round like he always does.We hugged each other the moment we saw each other.This is my biggest and best bdae present I ever had...The day when darling touched down in Singapore happened to me my 21ST BIRTHDAY!! like wat I say...my greatest gift had arrived..;p and with that ended our 2 weeks of agony.

*****

Celebrated my 21st Birthday on 25th June at Downtown east chalet..It was 2 days after my actual birthday. Checked into the chalet on the Friday evening with Girlie after work..couldnt checked into the chalet at first coz they needed a authorization letter from girlie's mum company tat we are checking in on her behalf...thats so troublesome...but luckily after some negotiations with the counter gal we managed to check in after promising her that we will fax the letter of authorization from the company on Monday, which we never did...hahaha. The both of us waited at the room for darling and Stephen to come after their work. After which we headed down to the famous 85 market in Bedok for dinner. After which we headed back to the chalet and had an early night rest. The next day was a busy day for the 4 of us as i'm having my celebration in the evening...gonna haf bbq and ordered some catering....Headed down to grab the stuffs for the bbq in the morning...we spent the whole afternoon preparing for the bbq...the whole celebration started in the evening..me and darling were damn busy thru the whole celebration.I was bz entertaining all my guests while he was bz being my Ah Sum..;p Darling ordered a very beautiful cake for me...the cake was delicious..took pics with everyone. The celebration ended ar around 12 plus and it was time to open the presents!!! Received lots of presents...They are mainly accessories, clothings and liquor. Took pictures of each of my presents...really enjoyed myself a lot on this day and how I wish I am always 21 so that i can have a reason to have such celebration every year...It was indeed a memorable celebration for me..=) A day which I will never forget. Thanks darling for being my Ah Sum..=)

Together with Xaiver, my cute nephew.

My Lovely Birthday Cake

My family

My Beloved Ah Sum...;p

Girlie N Stephen

My JC buddies

My Presents!!!

*****

Disaster struck during our 4th month anniversary. Darling found out that I lied to him and he was damn fury about it and wanted to break off with me. Heres a brief description of what happened. Darling found out that Eric is exactly Jerry's friend. I had lied to him earlier that Eric is my NUS friend instead of Jerry's friend when in actual fact he is Jerry's friend indeed. My intention of lying to him is that i dun wan him to think otherwise as he used to be a damn possessive guy. I'm sure all of you will say that its my fault and i shouldnt have lied to him in the first place when he told me at the start of our relationship nv nv lie to him. I know i was in the wrong and i'm sorry about it. Darling wanted to break off with mi but after much persuasion from mi he decided to give mi a chance..Everything didnt went off well in the first week. I guessed I must have given him too much prsessure that he felt that I was forcing him. The issue of breaking up did surfaced a few times during the 1st month of the incident. But everytime we decided to give each other a try. I've been trying my best to let darling trust mi back again and to show him that I have learnt my lesson and I did treasured the second chance he gave me. All my efforts have been paid off, as we are now back to normal and making our way together towards our 6th month anniversay. Darling, just wanna thank you for giving me the 2nd chance to prove myself and I will stick to my promise..Thanks for everything,darling. I'm glad that we have managed to pull thru this bad time together...Love ya..muackz..=)

Alive Once Again

2005-08-16T13:53:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! after a few months of "rest" our blog is once alive again....thanks to irene....stay tune to our blog for constant updates of our lives n the new look of our blog....stay tune!!!

Thanks For Being There For Me.....

2005-04-25T17:20:00.000+08:00

This post is especially delicated to my best pals (Girlie,Irene, Xiting and Wen) and my precious....Just wanna say a big thank you to u all... I must admit that its quite tough having to deal with the loss of my grandpa and having to prepare for exams at the same time...but thanks to u all...i'm able to get back to my feet fast...I'm doing fine now...learn that life must still goes on no matter wat happens.Thanks for being there for me.

To the gals,

Thanks for attending my grandpa's wake despite having to prepare for exams. Its the study week and u all should be bz doing last min intensive preparations for the exams but however u all still took the time off to attend my grandpa's wake.I really appreciated it.Really fortunate to have u gals as my friends...U all have been very supportive during this period, constantly giving me encouragement and checking on mi to ensure that i'm doing fine..Suddenly came to realise the meaning of this quote

"A friend in need is a friend in deed"

Just wanna tell you gals that i'm fine now...back to my normal self....so u gals better watch out...i'm going to start all my crappy and nonsense stuffs again...;P

To my precious,

Thanks for being by my side during this period of time...Its has been tough on u too....Having to travel back and forth from camp to the wake everyday during this period of time, sacrificing ur sleep and having to endure with my xiao jie pi qi....sorry for throwing tantrums at you that night...I'm sorry...I really appreciated wat u've done so far....u really make me feel loved once again...=)

To Wen,

Thanks for being there for mi too despite ur situation.Hope u r doing fine...i'm not too sure about the current situation,but just hope that u will be strong no matter wat happen... Remember that we will always be there for you no matter wat happen and we are just a phone call away...if u need any companion just give us a call each. Take good care of urself and we will go clubbing together after exams.

To everyone i've mentioned on this post,

A hug each....*HUGZ* *HUGZ* *HUGZ* *HUGZ*

A hug and kiss for my precious....*HUGZ**MUACKZ*

A last message for my 4 pretty babes and hunk,

Thanks for being there for me.

I'm so fortunate to have u all as my friends and Darling!!!!

After So Long.....

2005-04-21T20:13:00.000+08:00

Its been so long since theres any update...Some problems here and there...I would like to say sorry to my dear...recently her paternal grandfather passed away...was busy with the funeral and stuff...instead of relieving her stress of losing a relative, having to deal with her exams...I gave her more problems with my childishness and pettiness...she took it all...and i realised i cant go on like this if i really love her...something must be done...and im gonna do it right here right now...Dear...I promise you i will try my very best to improve myself...you not only love me for who i am...you also made me a better person...I Thank You For that!!!

Today, I did not get to meet her...woke up late for work...was busy with my work today...on duty...so cant go out...she's also busy with her grand-dad's funeral...today is his cremation day...I felt sorry for him...but undoubtly..can say that he lived his life well to the age of 81...I guess this is the cycle of life...everybody will have to go someday...but wat matters is how you lived your life...never regret in whatever you do in your life...be it a mistake or an achievement...everything that you encounter in your life..its a lesson learnt...treasure each day like its the last day of your life and you will feel happy for what you did today...i recently read a quote somewhere...and it said...

"When You Were Born, You Were Crying And Everyone Was Smiling...
Live Your Life So That When You Die, You Will Be The One Smiling And Everyone Crying..."

True...

Anyway...back to today's event...yah..dear was busy with her grandfather's funeral...everything ended at about 6pm...that was when she reached home...queueing up to take her shower...was talking to her till it was her turn to go have her shower...then she took a shower and settled down before calling me...she have 2 cute younger brothers...age 13 and 15...they had a small quarrel over at the background when i was talking to Dear...over something trival...ha...family is still family after all...this is such a unique trend...you wont go and quarrel with a non-family member for closing a window in the computer...then her mummy asked her to go buy dinner for her family...reason given is...cos she's the oldest of the 3 siblings...funny reason...but it does work...dear went down to buy dinner for her family...how i envy her family...i can feel the warmth in them...its just so sweet and nice...now dear just smsed me telling me she's going to take a nap and asked me to wake her up at 10pm...she had a long day...poor deardear...have a good rest dear...and GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAM TOMORROW!!!

By the way...we're going for my unit's D&D at Sentosa tomorrow!!! Beach Wear is the theme...abit lame...but nonetheless...I bet we're gonna enjoy it!!!! Cant wait to see what my dear's gonna wear tomorrow...heee...

Well...Im gonna end every post with an "I Love You" from now on...For my dear... ^_^

Dear, I Love You!!!

A Simple Note For You...

2005-04-14T14:32:00.000+08:00

Dear...nothing in particular...just wanna tell you... I Love You...

270305-Night out with Dawei

2005-03-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

Sunday, a rest for most people...but not for mi..sobz sobz sobz...poor mi...still haf to work part time today....however this was compensated by my precious darling of mine, who actually da bao lunch for mi and bought it all the way from his home in woodlands to taka and it was raining!!! tats so sweet of him...=) he had actually da bao teochew porridge for mi...well the teochew porridge was actually cooked by his mum....it is one of his fav dish so he decided to da bao for mi to let mi try his mum's cooking....Yummy!!! the porridge was delicious....teochew porridge is different from those normal porridge as in teochew porridge is much more watery as compared to the others....hmm hopefully this shld be the correct way of describing it...darling am i right??? after my lunch break, we parted our ways....i went back to work while darling went and haf a game of biiliard with Dawei, his bubby.....both of them came and picked mi up after work....after which we went to have dinner at Shaw House, KFC.....its was the 2nd time i saw Dawei...the first time was when i first got to know the both of them, Dawei and Jeffrey-who happened to be my darling now =),at Hisatomo Resturant....somehow he looked much better looking today as compared to the first time when i saw him...hmm after some obeservations, i figured out it must haf something to do with his hairstyle... indeed i am right..he styled his hair today thats wat made him looked different...hahaha....after dinner we took a train back home....

260305-Prata Night

2005-03-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

Suddenly haf a craving for prata tonight...so when darling came to pick mi up after work, i suggested having prata for dinner....wanted to go to the famous prata house in Upper Thomas...none of us know how to get there from town....darling tried calling up his friends for direction...but in the end we figured it out ourselves...so smart of us right....;P took a train to AMK and from there we took bus 169....while waiting for the bus at the bus interchange, i noticed that darling was extremely quiet and that he has a sianz look on his face...from the look of his face, i knew that he was having one of his mood swing again... maybe i was physically too tired,didnt haf enough sleep this whole week,that this time round i didnt even bother asking him wats bugging him like wat i used to do...instead i sat quietly at the bus stop without saying a word to him...both of us didnt even utter a single word while on the bus....finally we reached the prata house.. this isnt the prata house which i wanted to go...butnever mind coz they always served nice prata....order 4 pieces of prata,each of us had 2 pieces, and a plate of nasi bryani...the food was delicious...we started toking...things were getting alittle better by then...after dinner we went back home...once again slience fall upon us at the bus stop...didnt tok while on our way back...its was only until at my void deck when i suggested sitting down for awhile before heading home when we started toking to each other.....things were getting better...as usual i gave darling a big hug...a hug which i knew he liked...to make him feel that he was being loved.....soon it was time to head home...darling sent mi up to my doorsteps and with a goodbye kiss, we parted our ways....

240305-I'm sorry,Darling

2005-03-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

darling...i'm sorry to disappoint u...didnt know that u were looking forward to meet my parents tml....its so selfish of mi to keep thinking of myself and neglect ur feelings....i'm sorry....it all started when i told darling that i was in dilemma whether to have him coming to meet my parents tml or postpone it to some other day.... felt tat it wun be nice to take a short nap in the afternoon with darling ard in my hse and leave him all alone in the hse with my family while i sleep to preserve the enegry for clubbing at night...was neglecting darling's feelings....he had actually look forward to meet my parents and treated this day as an important day for him and yet i had made him greatly disappointed....furthermore he had actually made an effort to go and choose and iron the outfit which he planned to wear for the day...wat i've said had hurt and disappointed him so much that left him lifeless and disappointed for the rest of our phone conversation...darling i'm really sorry for being so selfish and neglected ur feelings...sorry..

230305-NYDC

2005-03-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

Darling came and picked mi up at taka after his work....1st time seeing him in his uniform..he looked smart though i kept teasting him tat he looked like some ncc cadet...=p went to nydc for dinner as its already late and most of the cafe and food courts were closed at tat time....i had roasted chicken spaghetti while darling had meat balls spaghetti...the food was okie...but the meat balls which darling had for his spaghetti were huge and large in quantity....darling couldnt finish up the meat balls and in the end we had to play 5-10 to decide who should finish up the meat balls...as usual i'm being bullied again...end up eating most of the meat balls...sobz...went back home after the dinner as it was getting late and both of us haf to attend school and work the next day..

200305-SteamBoat

2005-03-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

Went to Marina South to have steamboat with my colleagues to celebrate my so called god mother's bdae....darling came along with us too....once again i had a surprise from this cheeky darling of mine...not one but two surprises in a day....thought he didnt wanted to come along with us....but in the end he appeared at my counter,giving mi the 1st surprise of the day....a real real big surprise fr him this time n he even roped my god mother in to give mi the surprise...it all started when he didnt ans the call when i called to wake him up at ard 4pm....and soon after his line was engaged...stupid fone of his!!! keep hanging....so i didnt managed to get thru him....when i finally get thru him at ard 5 plus....he sounded as if he just woke up and he didnt want to join us for dinner.....was actually quite angry with him coz he did promised mi tat he would join us for dinner today and yet he sounded as if he didnt wanna come...hmm...dun noe wats wrong with mi today...got so worked up easily...think maybe due to lack of sleep...only had 4 hrs of sleep the night b4!!.. was surprise to see darling at the counter right after we hang up the fone....he had actually lied to mi!! but this time rd he shld be forgiven since its' a white lie=) the second surprise came along when darling suddenly popped out a card to mi while we were waiting for my colleagues to get ready....the card was a sweet one with the words " A note just to remind you...I love you and appreciate u!" written on the cover page of the card...theres these 2 particuarly phases in the card which i like the most....

"Thank you for loving mi and for putting up with mi

I appreciate you not only for wat u haf done, but for
what you have become and what we are together.
I'm proud of you, and I'm proud to be with you."

"Even when the road of life becomes a little too curvy
or a little too long, I love you, and I want you to always
remember tat."

190305-Devils Night Again

2005-03-20T14:43:00.000+08:00

Darling came and picked mi up after work....had our dinner at centrepoint mac...took alot of silly pics together while we r deciding where to go...hahaha....finally we decided to go devils again...since darling is a member there so theres a wavier of cover charge....we took a walk to devils....the journey wasnt tat long...hmm maybe i have darling by my side so tats y the journey doesnt seems long...hehe.....bumped into darling's friend, Qi Qi at devils....had fun together....went home at ard 6am...this time rd darling managed not to get drunk...;p

2005-03-19T04:00:00.001+08:00

Our 9th day annviersary present!!! Precious stone N Valerie

180305- 9th Day Anniversary

2005-03-19T04:00:00.000+08:00

18 March is an impt day .....it marked the 9th day of us being together....so wats so special ab the 9th day??? well well well....the no. 9 actually indicate chang chang jiu jiu which i hope tat this will apply to our r/s too....18 March oso indicate us knowing each other for 1 month...got to know this sweet gentleman on the fateful day of 18th Feb....all thanks to my close friend,wenwen....if not for her i wun be able to know this sweet guy of mine...=) the day started with mi went hunting ard for darling present....wanted to buy sth sweet instead of sth practical....in the end bought a teddy bear holding on to the towel with the words "Missing You" on it, which we later named it as Valerie....bought a small like card for darling too....all these actually meant to be a surprise for darling....but soon it didnt turn out to be a surprise...coz darling knew ab it!!!! feeling like killing wenwen.....she went n told him all ab it....next time cannot tell her any secret....hahaha..........when and meet darling after school....as usual he was late again!!!....was actually quite pissed off with him....coz he made me waited for an hr!!!!....but it turned out tat darling went and hunt for present for mi....so he should be forgiven this time rd and furthermore he was sick too...was actually quite disappointed when i met darling....coz he came empty handed thought he didnt bought anything for mi....but actually hao xi zai hou tou....hahaha....went to swensens for dinner....after which we went to cineleisure to catch" Son of the mask"......while on our way to cineleisure, darling suddenly bend down to pick up sth fr the floor...it turned out to be the present for mi, a SK necklace....a big big surprise for mi....it turned out tat darling had actually hid the present inside his sleeves and it dropped out when he was trying to adjust his shirt....the ironic part is tat i didnt even realise tat e gift had dropped out fr his shirt until he said to mi "Look! Sth dropped from the sky"....so cheeky right...i passed him his present at cineleisure n he put on the necklace for mi....took a cab home after the movie....while on the cab, darling told the taxi driver to drive slowly.....tats so cheeky of him....it had been a happy occassion for us...=)

170305- Bubby Night

2005-03-18T03:05:00.000+08:00

Went to meet up with my 2 bubby,Yong An N Shi An.....met them at causeway with darling for dinner...theres a reason behind for meeting them tonight....thats is to intro them the most important guy in my life right now....tats none other than Mr Jeffrey Pang...=)....n also to let darling noe who i always hang out...in this case he would not misunderstood anything...hopefully he doesnt...went to civil plaza to chilli out after dinner....hmm...seems like my darling and bubby still get along well....went to a ktv pub in Yishun at ard 11 plus....everything went on fine until towards e end darling seems moody....we went off first leaving my 2 bubby behind at the pub....had a tok with darling and it turned out tat he is feeling jealous over my bubby... its a gd sign....^ ^...after some reassurance and a gd hug and kiss.....darling is back to his normal self again....after which we parted our ways....Darling, just remember this...my 2 bubby will always remain as bubby to mi....nothing more than tat....

160503

2005-03-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

didnt meet darling today....miss him so much!!!

150305-Surprise!!!

2005-03-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

We arent supposed to meet today.....but my cheeky darling gave mi a surpise at my work place...darling went to alexender to have dinner with his colleague as a form of welcoming him to the new camp, Nee Soon Camp....was on the fone with him on the while and i didnt realise tat he was at my counter...tat was dumb of mi..hehe....this cheeky darling of mine told mi tat his colleagues were at the another end toking when i asked him how come the environment was so quite...when in actual fact he was already at my counter....went back to my counter after hanging up the fone...was shocked to see darling standing at my counter...see thats how cheeky he is...he had came to fetch mi from work after his dinner....My so called "God mother", Auntie Ivy, saw him...said he looks young and decent....decent???is he??? a big qn mark....:P darling waited for mi until i knocked off and he sent mi back home....it was the first time we took a train together...having been taking cab most of the time....thanks darling for the surprise visit...:)

140503-Meet the parents

2005-03-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

Went to help darling to unpack his stuffs after sch....he just shifted back to his house from his old camp...was being locked out of the hse coz darling didnt have the keys to the wooden door so have to wait for his mum to come back from her singing lesson to open the door for us...saw his mum...was very nervous coz it was my first time meeting her and i'm not too sure whether she will like me or not....wat if she doesnt like mi???tat has been the qn ringing thru my head the whole night long....his mum looks like a teacher....she has a stern face but in actual fact she is quite friendly....she knows how to joke ard with us....darling went and cooked fried rice for us as dinner...Yummpi!!!!itwas delicious....it was the first time a guy ever cooked for mi...the feeling of having ur loved ones cooked for u was so sweet.....went to unpack darling's stuffs after dinner....he bought home 3 bags full of stuffs!!! darling sent me back home after packing....

2005-03-14T14:00:00.000+08:00

We were at my Friend's wedding at Yishun Safra...Too bored waiting for the grand entrance of the newly-weds...so we took a cheese!!!

130305- Ah Heng's Wedding

2005-03-14T00:30:00.000+08:00

Went with darling to attend his friend's wedding, Ah Heng, at yishun safar.....saw the bride...the bride is very young only 17 years old...but she looked very pretty in her gown....maybe wat pple is true....gals look the prettiest when they are in their wedding gown!!!hmm...wonder how will i look like in my wedding gown....but that will probably be in 5 to 10 years time...dun wish to get marry so young....the dishes at the wedding were nice...darling ate very little coz he wasnt feeling too well....still having the effect from last night hangover....by the end of the wedding,the groom,ah heng, was already dead drunk....poor man....couldnt get to enjoy his wedding night....hehehe.....

120305-Movies Cum Devils

2005-03-12T21:11:00.000+08:00

Met darling at 8.45pm under my blk...as usual he was late again...bumped into my parents on the road...they were driving home when they saw us getting into a cab...my dad honked at us..darling said my youngest bro gave him a cheeky smile....did he???i'm not too sure...went to PS to have our dinner and catch a movie....had our dinner at pasta maina...went to collect the movie tickets after tat...as theres still some time left before the showtime, we decided to go to the acrade...its been a long time since i stepped into an acrade...Darling went to play the punching machine...he was abit paiseh...coz the average score pple punched was ard 450 points while his average score was ard 420 points...thats below average!!! But nm...Darling jia you!!! went to play the street fighters gems....was damn lousy at it....keep on losing to darling....he bullied mi!!!! went to catch Boogeyman....it was a horror a movie...the storyline wasnt tat great but the sound effects was good coz it managed to scare mi!!!!hahaha....hmmm i start to wonder whether i was watching a horror or a comdey movie by the end of the movie...the reason???darling keep holding on to my hands thru out the whole movie...he would use my hands to cover his eyes whenever theres a scary part....sometimes he would try to peep thru my hands to see wats going on...just like a small boi who wanna see but dun dare to see...tats the cute side of him...:) went to devils after tat...it was my first time at devils....it was different from Mdm wong...my usual clubbing place...the place is big with a live band at one side and the clubbing scene at the other side...bumped into darling's sec friends...shortly after jinlong joined us...had a great time there...went home shortly after 6pm.

120305 - Movies cum Devils Night

2005-03-12T20:00:00.000+08:00

Met DearDear under her block...then her family saw me while they were driving on their way back home...her brother smiled at me...cheeky smile that is...took cab straight to Plaza Singapura and went have our diner at PastaMania...After dinner we went straight up to collect the tickets...got some time left to the movie timing...went to the arcade beside the cinema...played the punching machine thingy...so pai seh....people punched an average of 450 while i punched an average of 420....tats below average!!!Darling,try harder next time...went to watch "Boogeyman"....the movie was about this stupid boy...scared of the "monster" in the closet...the one that took his father away...then when he grew up...he went back to the old house...nonsense...since that house is haunted already...why the hell wanna go back there for?? this is wat we call...eat full full nothing to do...finding trouble...keke...overall the movie was not scary at all lor...the only thing that scares people is the sound effect and the sudden shock...hmm...by the end of the movie,i was not too sure whether i'm watching a horror movie or a comedy movie....then went devils bar...then after that go home liao...

110305 - Chinablack Night

2005-03-11T20:00:00.000+08:00

Met DearDear at Bouna Vista MRT station at 2000hrs...Im late again...sorry again my dear...saw her friends on the MRT platform...took MRt to Clementi and got off...WenWen wanted to take the cab...took a cab..sent them home and went to dear's house...waited at the void deck for her to dress up and get ready...got down at 2200hrs...took a cab to Pacific Plaza...my stomach was growling liao...hee...went to have Mac...then my friends came...dear dear said one of my fren is good looking!!! *jealous* then she asked me to intro more these kind of guys to her!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Rich and good looking!!! Then we went to queue up to get into black....kaoz...stupid queue...waited for an hour...b4 we can actually smell the enterance...dear dear...now i know one of ur little secret...when u get high...hehe...i better not say it out in here...if not she'll kill me!!! She went up to the podium to dance wth one of my frend's fren...Apple...Nonsense girl...overall we had a crazy night that night....went to have dim sum (My deardear's fav) at the redlight district...jee...bring her go sell... ^_^ no lah...she mine!!! MINE!!! SO!!! ANN HUI YOU BETTER STAY AWAY AS FAR AS POSSIBLE FROM US!!!!!! UNDERSTAND!??!?!? (so my dear dear cannot get near him and admire him...) *Jealous*

100305 - Movies night

2005-03-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

Met deardear at Orchard MRT station...sorry dear...to keep you waiting...went to have my haircut at REDS...it SUX!!! Regretted it...then we went Sushi Tae to have our dinner...deardear ate so little...and i think i ate a horse...hehe...then after dinner we went to Cineleisure to catch a movie...On the way to Cineleisure from Paragon...i made my 1st move...gave a stupid excuse saying i wanna hold her bag for her...then her hand is free to hold mine...hehe...first time holding her hand...after movies...I sent her back home...before going back camp...1st DATE!!!

Here, the story start...

2005-03-09T20:28:00.000+08:00

Mrs Pang, please start...Thanks...

090305 - Start of a new relationship.

2005-03-09T18:00:00.001+08:00

It has started...the start of a new relationship...lady is a sweet petite girl and has attracted this normal guy...Her name is G...His name is J..."should i pop the question or let the action speak louder than the word? hmmm..." This has been in J's mind the whole night while talking to G..."Have I fallen for u?? Or issit just a crush??" G is asking herself...Dear...have you found out the answer yet?? I wanna know... ^_^